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Welp, its been a long time since I have been here... Not much has changed from what I can tell, but its just not what it used to be...
I graduate in 2 weeks, and I have been considering getting back into all this, since I do need something to fill up this void that I call life. Its been rough, but I can say that this year alone has made me a new person, improving my art skills in class, and moving away from only anime and traditional art (Though it is still my forte)

In due time, I will decide, and from what I am seeing, it could be a good yes.
Only time shall tell.

If any of you still exist ._.
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I cant seem to find this guy... But there's a style of art that I'm trying to look into, and hopefully use in the future but I cant find the guy who made the picture that I got this idea from...

If your curious, its my profile picture, probably one of my favorite pictures of Len, and the style of art in it is incredible... I just can put my finger on what makes it differ from other art, but at the same time I know exactly what it is, this is gonna bug me until I find out who this guy is and personally question him about it >.>

His username is Cloud55strife
Any help finding this guy would be awesome, seeing how he doesn't exist on DA for some reason...
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So I have finally figured out my problem when it comes to pushing off starting drawing again! Its my friends -.-

Every time I get in the mood to draw or get really pumped up with a new idea, Skype goes off, or my phone starts yelling at me, and I say to myself "Ill just do it tomorrow!" or "I can just write that idea down later!" (Dont ever do it... it DOESN'T work :iconotlplz:)

So! I have a new plan... I'm going to force myself to start drawing, AT LEAST once a week... upload or not! ^^; I want to get myself back into my art! My long (self) awaited sketch of Akiko will come soon, I think I may be slowly peicing together her after all this time! I am also considering starting a new OC AFTER I get that drawing perfected of Akiko :meow:

But in the meantime I am trying to get back into the swing of things, everything has been so hectic and crazy around me lately that its been hard to get into my old life-style, wish me luck!
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Akiko Heiwa

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This is just a re-upload of my her bio but I felt like I should still keep it on my account ^^
Also I did make some changes to her bio, nothing huge but some changes that I thought were fairly necessary ^^;
Enjoy!


Name: Akiko Heiwa
Age: 16
Born: October 31, 1995
Height: 5' 6"
Weight: 97 lbs

Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Dark Red/ White
Quote: "Every soul has a reason to live, we just need help finding that reason in this shattered world."
Background:
Akiko was born Halloween night into the arms of her loving mother and father. But shortly after her birth, a fire broke out on that floor of the hospital, taking the lives of everyone there, including Akiko's mother and father... But somehow, under unknown circumstances Akiko survived the fire, unscathed and unharmed; Not a burn mark or scratch on her entire body.

After the incident, Akiko's aunt and uncle took her in as their own child, hiding her past from her for many years to come.

Akiko had a great childhood, great friends, good grades; she was attractive and didn't have much to complain about. Over the years she gained a certain obsession with fire, which is normal for any kid. But one night after her Aunt and Uncle went to bed she sat in front of her fireplace like she does almost every night. She was 14 at the time, and she was constantly seeing kids raving at school. Naturally, she was interested. That night she began to practice her raving and noticed something unusual, when she moved her hands, the fire in the fireplace moved in the same direction as her hands; The faster she moved her hands, the faster the fire twisted and whipped around until eventually it had managed to flow and connect to the ends of her fingers like a fiery string. Eventually she found that she could create fire at he own whim and will wherever she was
She decided keep her newfound talent a secret, out of fear of what people would think of her.
Keeping this a secret was hard for her though, she was constantly wanting to play with her new abilities. But she managed to hold back those urges, though one question always kept her up at night "Is this a gift, or a curse?"

After 16 years of keeping Akiko's past a secret from her, her Aunt finally told her what happened in the hospital that night that she was born and gave her a ruby heart pendant that belonged to her mother that night of the fire.

Every day after that she had thought about the fire at the hospital and promised to always wear her mother's necklace, but something changed in her... Her ability became harder to control, the flames she controlled turned a chilled blue, and she would throw her fire unintentionally.

After school one day she began to experiment with her abilities in her own home... Just like the night she discovered her abilities. When she began moving her hands everything went better than planned. The fire was its old blazing color of yellow and red; But something went wrong, she saw the fire and began thinking of that night in the hospital... She heard screaming, and she saw her mother and father. That moment the flames burst into their chilled blue color and grew in size. She jumped back and screamed in fear, hurling the blue mass into the air, it spread quickly and consumed their entire home. She managed to get her aunt and uncle out, but she was petrified.

The next day, Akiko disappeared from her aunt and uncle, leaving a single note saying "I don't want to hurt anyone. Ill be back, but only after I have begun understanding this curse..."

From that day on Akiko lived by herself, moving from city to city looking for answers to her newfound curse and why she was the one who was chosen to carry it.

Personality:
Akiko is a very energetic and outgoing girl, constantly smiling no matter the circumstances. When she wants to she can be very intelligent but most of the time chooses not to act as smart as she is because its not as much fun for her.

Akiko would tend to try and stay quiet at school; she didn't like sticking out in a crowd. One thing that most people know about her is she is very defensive over the people she loves, always the first to help or be there when they need someone.

Even though Akiko can seem like a very carefree person, she is actually much more emotional than most people think. She constantly contemplates her past and tends to blame herself for a lot of other peoples problems.

Likes-
Rain
The Dark
Being loud (sometimes)
Sugar

Hates-
Stuck Up people
Being Controlled
Coffee
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